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January 2009 
Dear Nik,
Posted on Dec 16th, 2008
by 
ericarockstar
ericarockstar
8 Months! It might not seem like a long time to anybody else, but when you spend EVERY SINGLE DAY with someone, and you're my age ;], it seems like an eternity. I think i could sooooo be married! Hopefully sometime in the next few years.
So, here I sit thinking how lucky I am to have found you. People always say that when you meet the love of your life, you just know and this I know, you are the love of my life. You've taught me so much about life, honesty, forgiveness, relationships, courage, strength, happiness, and love. You are the best person to walk into my life and one I pray will never walk out. You have taught me how to make the best of each day. How to thank God each day that you were brought into my life. I know I have to work to keep you here, but whatever it takes, for you, I'll do. You've taught me a lot about honesty. You hurt me when you've lied and I hurt you. But we learned from our mistakes and our lies, we forgave each other and we moved on. You've taught me so much about relationships, you've taught me about the healthy ones, the bad ones, and the ones I should have. You've helped me sort out my life, and realize I am a worthwhile person. You've taught me more about courage and strength than anyone I know. Because there have been times when I know you were holding on by a thread. There were times when you wanted nothing more than to be held and loved. Booboo, I know these last couple of months have definitely not been the easiest. You've had to deal with a totally different and more complicated life. I know this hasn't been easy. You taught me so much about being there for someone, about pain and needing someone. I will never forget the times that you held me and i cried in your arms, i let it all go and told you i needed you. I will never feel more loved than those moments.Because that's when I realized my life was inevitably intertwined with yours. That no matter where I went from here, no matter how tough things got, we could get through them. That was when I realized I needed you and you needed me beyond what we could comprehend. That's how you taught me about true love. You've taught me what love is, what it takes, and how it feels. I can never show you just how much I love you and how much you mean to my life and my heart, but I am going to spend the rest of my life trying to show you just how much you have meant to me. And even though I know I can never even come close to explaining how deeply, truly, and completely I love you, I promise you this, I will die trying. I love you waffle [:
So, here I sit thinking how lucky I am to have found you. People always say that when you meet the love of your life, you just know and this I know, you are the love of my life. You've taught me so much about life, honesty, forgiveness, relationships, courage, strength, happiness, and love. You are the best person to walk into my life and one I pray will never walk out. You have taught me how to make the best of each day. How to thank God each day that you were brought into my life. I know I have to work to keep you here, but whatever it takes, for you, I'll do. You've taught me a lot about honesty. You hurt me when you've lied and I hurt you. But we learned from our mistakes and our lies, we forgave each other and we moved on. You've taught me so much about relationships, you've taught me about the healthy ones, the bad ones, and the ones I should have. You've helped me sort out my life, and realize I am a worthwhile person. You've taught me more about courage and strength than anyone I know. Because there have been times when I know you were holding on by a thread. There were times when you wanted nothing more than to be held and loved. Booboo, I know these last couple of months have definitely not been the easiest. You've had to deal with a totally different and more complicated life. I know this hasn't been easy. You taught me so much about being there for someone, about pain and needing someone. I will never forget the times that you held me and i cried in your arms, i let it all go and told you i needed you. I will never feel more loved than those moments.Because that's when I realized my life was inevitably intertwined with yours. That no matter where I went from here, no matter how tough things got, we could get through them. That was when I realized I needed you and you needed me beyond what we could comprehend. That's how you taught me about true love. You've taught me what love is, what it takes, and how it feels. I can never show you just how much I love you and how much you mean to my life and my heart, but I am going to spend the rest of my life trying to show you just how much you have meant to me. And even though I know I can never even come close to explaining how deeply, truly, and completely I love you, I promise you this, I will die trying. I love you waffle [:
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